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11:06 pm
[Link] | audious livejournal. you served your purpose.
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12:25 am
[Link] | the past two weeks
i have prayed more than i have in the past three years.
i believe in all religions and views.and hearts. and souls.
but i have been enlightened.
i have seen my fog rise.
i have been blessed in more ways then i could say.
i am thankfull and comfortable with never being comfortable.
i have set my goals
yet live daily.
am free
yet bound to a heart...
i am falling in a way i never thought possible again.
and it is better since my eyes are open this time around.
this time around....
Things have changed
over and over again.
In ways we all promissed would never happen.
but we are all thankfull.
it is making us new. us grand.
no more hate
no more words of anger or bitterness.
or acts to cause pain.
just love.
i want to help you fly.
i never wish evil upon your home.
i understand why all has been placed infront of me.
i can't express how happy and blessed i am for every part
you have all played in me.
everyone has changed me more and more than you could know.
i am not what you may think
i should stand up to be
but i am new
fresh
and in my place
and learning a new way to stand...
talk, eat, act, read, and sing.
i will not change the world.
but maybe help it along.
no more will i shake my fists or curse the heavens of
many hearts for what has been done
or undone to me
i want you to know and see me. for what i am.
not what you may want. need. or see.
what i am.
i stand now.
no more siting.
no more pride or prejudices.
i still love you.
with my whole heart and soul.
no matter who you may be.
you are all my friends.my family. and all my love.
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10:12 pm
[Link] | today
i took my first wedding pictures
i woke up very earily.
met mark and jen
went to starbucks
went to mark twain
met the bride and bridesmaids
took pictures
went to a park
met the groom
took pictures
went back to hotel
went downtown
went to obrian feild
had a wedding service
ran alot
all while taking pictures
went back to mark twain
took more pictures
danced with a little girl
all while taking pictures
never ate.
then went home freshend up
went to pekin
got gifts
went to a reception
was in awe
went to a lake thing party
saw people i havn't seen in some time now
made plans
went to taco bell with ciara and jared
and then the county market
then a talk
then drive towards home
now my parents are not here for some reason?
but i am going to read some more and then sleep.
stay good.
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09:03 am
[Link] | 7-18-07 will forever be named the best night I have ever had.
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05:51 pm
[Link] |
yippideedoo
I am really tired.
I laied out with Ciara all day.
I am tan.
Last night was fun dancing at the river front
Thank you ben for the ride
I havn't hung out with those kids in so long!
twas good.
All i want to do is sleep, eat chocolate, AND have that one come home and call me.
THE END.
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